Hey Jealousy

Why do you always want what you can’t have? It NEVER fails. As soon as you identify something as being off-limits, it’s really all you think about.

You try to do the right thing. You try to make the right choices. You try to be better but there is always that temptation. You pretend like all is fine and dandy and no one knows anything different. To everyone else you are strong and confident and in charge of your feelings.

You walk around like nothing bothers you, like nothing is playing on your mind. You have no distractions. No worries, no wants. But deep inside you are screaming. Deep inside you are a complete mess, ready to fall apart at any moment. Just unraveling.

Before you know it, you’re consumed with jealousy. Jealous over every little thing. You do all you can to not break down and cry.

You say to yourself, “If I could just have it, just this once, I’ll be so happy.”

It is all you can think of: Ice Cream

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